not used to having free stuff so it'll be nice to see this.
A bory head arrived in the house today and i am pleasantly suprised to see how cute it is for such a small sized head, hardly needs any work at all.

It's making me want to sculpt one in that size but i haven't finished my tiny yet so i'll just have to be patient. The casting is going to have to wait till after xmas when the money is more available.

just to get the usual rubbish of the last journal entry off the front.
the clocks changed and once again mucked up my body clock, they really need to stop mucking about with it.
Been puttering about lamely with a few things, nothing of note really, been doing some knitting etc and that's about it.

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forgot to mention i've had false starts on casting my tiny bjd, i thought i'd found somewhere in the uk to make molds and cast for me or sell me the mold making service, but i never heard back from them.
I have humidity problems here big time and it's set me back months.
that and i keep buying things for other people and dollies

i am seriously thinking about giving up and selling all my dolls or just giving them away.
I'm fed up of selling to people who then turn round with a list of complaints. They're buying a used doll fgs, there is bound to be a little damage and a little scratch here and there, not to say that i haven't declared it either. I'm fed up of bending over backwards to help people and them not even saying thank you. i'm fed up of people not being satisfied that i'm not a large company and can jump when they click their fingers. i'm fed up of feeling like a servant when i do my best to please.

Damn it, my creativity has seemed to have just gone flying away, nothing is going right.

need to rant here, a few things have been bugging me lately and i need to get them out of my system.

1. Why the hell don't people read? How hard is it to spend a few hours reading information before posting stupid and OFTEN ASKED BEFORE questions on forums?

2. Why do people go through with a transaction and then change their minds at the last minute? with stupid excuses too, like, o i was ill and decided that i didn't want it, OR, o i can't afford it? IF YOU CAN'T AFFORD IT THEN WHY GO THROUGH WITH THE TRANSACTION?

3. Why is it that people say they understand that i have m.e and then go ask why i don't have a job/life?

4. How bloody hard is it to phone ahead and say you're going to be popping over for a visit rather than just having 4 people turn up when the house is a mess and i'm trying to tidy?

i don't know if i'm being over stressed cos i feel crap and have a cold or what, i'm just so fed up i feel no inspiration to take pics, draw or sculpt.
I'm so blocked and braindead.

why is it than when you try and help someone it always goes wrong.
A parcel was delivered to the wrong address by a courier, i'm trying to fix it, not to mention i can't find the courier slip they leave, but i do have the 2 references needed for tracking. the person who received it is getting pissy at me, the person who it was supposed to is getting pissy at me, more or less implying that this was a scam, the only one not pissy at me is the person who sent the parcel from our house. The courier company mucked up and i'm running around trying to make everyone happy.

O look, i failed.

Another house member had swine flu and i exhausted myself trying to keep the house together, i missed the deadline for my Psycology course certificates to be handed in. Means if they will still accept me i have to wait until january to apply again.

O look, once again i failed.

supposed to be saving enough money to pay for my course, resin and some more silicone. I have a few bad days and spend my payday money on something i shouldn't and now i have no money.

suprise suprise.... i failed

can this year be over now?
My motivation has hit rock bottom.